I’m sorry for not updating my blog lately, I promise load of
things got in the way of my time spend writing for this blog. Then again I don’t
think anyone cares LOL.
So I’ve officially changed job. I know this thought about
moving to a new job has been haunting my thoughts every minutes of the day. I
swear it. I guess the desperate time came when I realize that my team was going
to go through the same problematic cycle for the 5th time and I just
did not want to be part of it anymore.
Ever since my best SME left, I feel quite detached. Trust me
I love what I do, in fact I can swear that I learn a lot from it. But truth be
told, I don’t think I can handle other unwanted issues that come with this job.
It was time to leave after almost 80% of my existing team had gone away or
moved to a different team. I just lost my motivation to continue. I assure you
that if I stayed this long, meaning I tried my best and when it came to a point
where I just don’t feel “useful” in a team anymore, and that my contribution is
not going to make any difference or that any of my ‘request’ is not taken into
consideration. I think that is the best time for me to move on.
New job equals to new challenges. Yes it’s very different from
what I used to do. This does not demotivate me nor does it make sluggish. It
does make me nervous (a whole lot) but the eagerness to learn is clearly there.
One week of not getting the whole ‘idea’ of how to do this new job was rather intensifying
for my anxiety. To a point I think I have truly disturbed some of my friends at
their work. I’m sorry you guys!!!! I just needed some comfort and cheering up.
So, I apologies for one week of uncontrollable whining from me. Truly sorry
about that.
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